My mom: come eat!
Me: okay *walks and sits down at kitchen stool for 8 minutes, waiting, waiting, tumbln’*
My mom: Sooo your sister bought me something to eat, its in the microwave, what are you going to eat?!
I also love that it’s allowed me to sort of step away from everyone else’s bull shit and take a good look at myself. I’ve been reflecting and I’ve realized that I’ve sort of been getting lazy lately, as cheesy and over-used as it is I haven’t been “true to myself”, I’ve just been jelling and letting shit sort of control me this way and that. SO, if I come to school and you see me being more bitchy, know why. And fuckkkk you, I won’t fucking change, chances are if my shit bothers you that much, then I don’t need you.
Things I need to change FOR MYSELF:
lose these fucking EIGHT pounds I gained, and then some
become more independent
I think thats it, wow, huh.
I mean I’m sure I can change more about myself but I’m pretty much fine with everything else. I need to grow up a little and quit being so clingy and dependent on other people.
4. Think a little before acting/speaking, a little…