I feel like a fucking bipolar three year old, I miss my dad so much.
Its like having Christmas ripped from you put into a clear box with a padlock and just placed in your living room, you can see it, you can never really touch it or experience it though. I’m attempting to find home and I’m unable to locate it.
or everyone else
but I have trouble believing people sincerity lately.
Either when theyre sad, frustrated, or mad. Even my own family on REALLY serious matters, it makes me feel like theres something wrong with me. :/