I feel like shit. 

Like physically ill not emotionally for a change.

I’ve been really resenting my mother lately and I don’t want to but she makes it so fucking hard. I don’t want to end up hating her, but there really is only so much I can take. 

I wish somebody would just fucking hire me already so I can start saving up and leave I don’t want to be here much longer.

I have some English homework I have to rush through right now and then I need to get started on my Journalism stuff. 

All I really want to do is just want to swim and fuck.